Written in 2014 and republished with link updates in 2021.
My oldest children are 21 and 16, my husband has a 17 year old. All fully vaccinated. Hubs developed adult onset epilepsy about 10 years ago. Many seizures, neurologist appts, tests, 2 meds daily to manage and keep him from having them – not one reason for them coming on. Three years ago (at 14) his healthy daughter had a seizure in the middle of the night, for no apparent reason. Just out of the blue. Hasn’t had one since, all tests “normal,” no meds. We didn’t think we could have children, however I became pregnant last year and we had our beautiful daughter 8.5 months ago. While pregnant I read up on EVERYTHING, since it had been 15 years since I had a baby. I was STUNNED to learn that not only was I scared, pushed and lied to about vaccination from many doctors and even well meaning publications (and the CDC), but that vaccinations were not mandatory, not safe, and not even proven to stop the diseases they claim to. In addition, they cause many reactions in many children. It still saddens me when I read the words “my child is required to have shots to go to school.” People still don’t know they have rights, and that vaccines aren’t required, just recommended.
My personal history is that of many allergies to foods and medicines. I am allergic to everything from antibiotics (we’re talking epipen necessity) to baking soda.
While pregnant I started looking into car seats, strollers, medications during labor, and vaccines. I learned that there are 4 vaccines given before age 1 year that have clearly written contraindications for people with epilepsy, seizure disorders or that have a FIRST line family member with epilepsy or seizure disorders. That means that our baby has TWO contraindications for 4 different shots. That means that she could react to 4 different vaccinations given to her with seizure, or recurring seizures. What that meant for us was learning more ASAP. Would these government agencies, nurses, doctors, people on the internet claiming non-vaxers are irresponsible come and take care of my daughter every time she seized? Would they lose sleep? Would they monitor her daily and make sure she had the meds she needed for the rest of her life? No. Guess who would…US, her parents.
We used our doc, our brains, our library, online sources, the CDC, and government studies, data, including the FULL inserts in vaccines. Words like “should wait, probably shouldn’t be vaccinated, might safely receive” didn’t make us feel confident or comfortable in putting various ingredients in our perfect baby girl. For us, she is home with both of us because we work from home, she isn’t exposed to much outside the home, and she is still EBF at 8.5 months. The likelihood of her contracting every disease that people vaccinate against is minuscule compared to the side effects from the disease or vaccine. We read about the actual numbers of people that got each disease, in each state, and those that died from said diseases in the past few years (this is on the CDC site). It’s not what the media would have you to believe. It wasn’t a concern for us as much as pushing her into epilepsy was.
Will she grow up to have epilepsy? We don’t know, but she doesn’t have it now, she has never felt the pain of a needle, the fever, never had “the scream” and never (thanks to God) been sick. She has had a few well visits (because we can weigh and measure her at home). We are confident in our choice and are proud of the freedom and intelligence to protect our child.
UPDATE 8/9/15: She is now 21 months, growing wonderfully, ahead of developmental milestones and totally a boob girl still (with no weaning in sight). We have had one bout of sickness, and that was 4 day after her 12 month “well check” – she developed major diarrhea and had it for about 2 weeks. When we brought her back in on the 5th day post well check (where she was totally healthy), to get her diaper rash looked at, the doc said it was likely RV that she had caught FROM THE DOCTOR’S OFFICE. Nothing special, no freaking out, just diarrhea and lots of fluids and bf. Aside from that one issue, she hasn’t had any other illness (no fevers, viruses, ear issues, stomach issues, allergies etc). We are thrilled to have such a happy, healthy girl and are even more confident in our choices.
UPDATE 1/3/16:
Hubs had 2 back to back breakthrough seizures in December. Again,no answers, no discernible causes. Just further confirms how we don’t want that life for Hannah.
Remember, you won’t find everything in one spot, and each child and family medical history are different. So look for things that pertain to your family and RESEARCH.
We started here, with the questions to ask before vaccinating:
http://www.nvic.org/Ask-Eight-Questions.aspx
The CDC actually IS great for stats and deep information, you just have to go past the first few pages where they over-recommend vaccines and downplay the reactions while over-stating the disease likelihood.
This is the latest compilation of actual cases of EACH disease in the US by state. You can see how many people actually had something rather than the media reports of an epidemic of 20 vaccinated people. These are stats from 2012 because it takes about 6 months to get all the stats in and post them. So the 2013 stats aren’t even up yet.
http://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/mm6233a6.htm…
UPDATE 8/9/15: Here is the 2013 report. If you google “cdc 2013 Reports of Nationally Notifiable Infectious Diseases” and change the year as needed you can find whichever year you want.
http://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/mm6332a6.htm
Next is my favorite! It’s the PUBMED/PMC (you can search ANY key word and change the drop down to search Pubmed OR PMC). Beware though, a large bit of this information is studies PROPOSED or sent in by others. These are not all confirmed or accepted studies. Some are done by doctors to propose new trials and some are just college papers submitted with their “thoughts”. Know what you are reading and don’t base your choices on a paper that is not medically sound. PUBMED is where I found the full studies done and recommendations on Pertussis and the DTaP which was the deciding factor for us on vaccinating. The paper outlined contraindications of health issues in people that should not receive it. My DH and his other daughter have undefined seizures, he has adult onset epilepsy and she has had seizures with no explanation…therefore Hannah has the contraindication against the Pertussis vaccine in her first line family. In the papers on PubMed (which are US studies and official recommendations) this is a clear contraindication. According to the CDC and our family doctor (who knows my husband is epileptic and on 2 meds for it), she is still recommended to get the shot UNTIL she has a reaction. No thanks, assholes.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/
Here is another CDC reference. It is the people who should not get vaccinated. I find this interesting that just about every vaccine is recommended no matter WHAT. However look at their scientific words like “probably should” “should usually not” “should usually wait” “may usually not” – there are no definitive words they are all protecting their asses against someone coming back and saying “you said it was ok, but my kid had a reaction of _____.” I just don’t want to stake my child’s life and quality of life on a mad push for every “vaccine” known to man that may not work or may not protect her. I can’t base her health on guesses like those. Oh, and be sure to read the part where they will give things to a pregnant woman or a woman who becomes pregnant and they nicely provide an 800 number so adverse reactions can be reported – that means they haven’t studied those reactions or vaccines and that those calling that number with reactions ARE THE STUDY. Be sure to read the DTaP portion of the reactions that should not have another dose. Would you want your kid going through that reaction the first time? I don’t.
http://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/vpd-vac/should-not-vacc.htm
I have tons more of stats and studies and science that has convinced us why we aren’t vaccinating, but you should learn to sift through for yourself. I just beg that you don’t read the main page of CDC that says everything is a slight fever or pain at the injection site and “normal”…that’s not complete information.
If you are told you must vaccinate to attend school or daycare, know that you do not. All 50 states allow exemptions, and it is a legal right to exempt out. Simply fill out the correct form for your state and turn it in as you would an immunization record. If you have an issue with it, feel free to contact your local health department for clarification.
http://www.nvic.org/Vaccine-Laws/state-vaccine-requirements.aspx
This information is on seizures and the MMR-V/MMR vaccine, direct from the CDC about the risks and information parents should be given at a doctor’s office. What’s shocking is that most parents have never been told these risks and are unaware of the risk to children with family histories of seizures. Febrile seizures are neither normal or ok, but they are COMMON and more COMMON in vaccinated children with a family history of seizures.
https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/vpd/mmr/hcp/vacopt-faqs-hcp.html
Here are some FB pages that I also like, but as always there are memes and stats shared that you must research and question, and there are always anecdotal stories shared. Both sides share anecdotes and false information and scare tactics, so it’s imperative that you look into the ones that interest you and your family.
Family Health Freedom Network
Great Mothers (and others) Questioning Vaccines
National Vaccine Information Center
Dr. Tenpenny on Vaccines
Cosmic Cog
Vaccination Information Network (VINE)
If you are asked or TOLD to sign a waiver or refusal letter DO NOT. You can state that you’ll take it home and have your lawyer review. You can get up and leave.
http://www.vaclib.org/legal/donotsign.htm
This is the form they want you to sign (be sure to read the introduction). It is soley to “scare” you and have you admit negligence.
http://www2.aap.org/immunization/pediatricians/pdf/refusaltovaccinate.pdf
Here is a form you can print out and sign instead if you feel you want to put something in your file and they insist.
http://www.vaclib.org/exempt/files/AAPmodified.pdf
More references for information:
Here is a list from the CDC of ingredients.
http://www.cdc.gov/…/appendices/B/excipient-table-2.pdf
It came from this page (and I caution, don’t believe the “front page” of anything on the CDC, read deeper, for yourself):
http://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/vac-gen/additives.htm
Then I used this article to help me understand what “levels” of these additives were “safe” or acceptable for my child’s size. Then we made a decision after looking up even more things we figured out.
http://vaxtruth.org/2011/08/vaccine-ingredients/
The following links came from many different friends and others that have shared them. I found them helpful in creating questions about more things we didn’t know about. Then we looked up answers on our own.
http://journeyboost.com/2015/06/02/my-dear-friend-its-about-vaccines/
http://www.thehealthyhomeeconomist.com/best-resources…/
http://www.nvic.org/Vaccines-and-Diseases.aspx
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/…/d7XAJIIN1l0/s1600/Vax+Front.jpg
http://www.greatmothersquestioningvaccines.com/
http://www.immunitionltd.com/ebook/vaccination.htm
http://beforeitsnews.com/…/50-reasons-not-to-vaccinate…
https://docs.google.com/document/pub…
http://www.thinktwice.com/birthcon.htm
http://www.ageofautism.com/…/things-to-know-or-do-when…
List of peer reviewed studies
http://therefurbishedrogue.wordpress.com/…/my-list-of…/
http://www.getholistichealth.com/…/5-vaccines-to-never…/
http://www.vaccinationcouncil.org/…/revelations-by…/
http://therefusers.com/…/vaccine-dangers-bombshell…/…
http://www.pakalertpress.com/…/50-reasons-not-to…/
http://www.thelibertybeacon.com/…/9-magic-words-prove…/
http://worldtruth.tv/vaccinations-are-not-immunizations/
http://www.mindbodygreen.com/…/8-reasons-i-havent…
http://naturalsociety.com/publicized-study-vaccination…/
http://healthimpactnews.com/…/dr-kurt-why-i-will-never…/
http://www.greenmedinfo.com/…/8-more-reasons-i-haven%E2…
http://childhealthsafety.wordpress.com/graphs/
http://qbit.cc/…/oil-adjuvant-induced-autoimmunity…
http://vaxtruth.org/2011/08/vaccines-do-not-cause-autism/
http://tradeoutthishatewithlove.wordpress.com/…/expose…/
http://www.drkurtperkins.com/…/my-crystal-clear-stance…
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=pdLMeULoujM
Personal notes:
IMR/SIDS/Vaccine numbers by country
http://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/00053391.htm
MMR vaccination, like other causes of fever, may cause febrile seizures. The risk for such seizures is approximately 1 case per 3,000 doses of MMR vaccine administered (168). Studies have not established an association between MMR vaccination and residual seizure disorders (150). Although children with personal or family histories of seizures are at increased risk for idiopathic epilepsy, febrile seizures after vaccinations do not increase the probability that epilepsy or other neurologic disorders will subsequently develop in these children. Most convulsions that occur after measles vaccination are simple febrile seizures, which affect children who do not have other known risk factors for seizure disorders.
Antipyretics may prevent febrile seizures after MMR vaccination if administered before the onset of fever and continued for 5-7 days. However, antipyretics are difficult to use for this purpose because the onset of fever is often sudden and occurs unpredictably. Seizures can occur early in the course of fever. Parents should be vigilant for fever that occurs after vaccination and should be counseled regarding its appropriate treatment. Use of aspirin during some illnesses in childhood is associated with the occurrence of Reye syndrome. Therefore, aspirin generally should not be used to prevent or control fever among children and adolescents.
The 5%-7% of children who have either a personal history of convulsions or a parent or sibling with history of convulsions may be at increased risk for febrile convulsions after MMR vaccination (184). The precise risk has not been measured, but appears to be minimal. On the other hand, febrile seizures occur commonly among children in whom measles disease develops, and the risk for acquiring measles is substantial. Therefore, the benefits of administering MMR vaccine to children with a personal or family history of convulsions substantially outweigh the risks and these children should be vaccinated following the recommendations for children who have no contraindications.
The parents of children who have either a personal or family history of seizures should be advised of the benefits of vaccination and the minimal increased risk for seizures, which generally occur 5-14 days after measles vaccination. Guillain-Barre Syndrome (GBS)
Cases of GBS occurring after administration of MMR or its component vaccines have been reported, but the IOM judged the evidence insufficient to accept or reject a causal relationship (150). Recent studies provide evidence against this potential association (185,186). After recent mass vaccination campaigns that involved approximately eight million doses of measles-rubella vaccine in the United Kingdom and greater than 70 million doses of measles vaccine in Latin America, evaluations of GBS incidence demonstrated no increases over background rates. Arthralgia, Arthritis, and Persistent or Recurrent Arthropathy
Measles:
Measles and Measles Vaccines: 14 Things To Consider
Sources:
1. Measles Deaths:
Table 12 http://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/mm6153a1.htm
2.Measles Cases:
CDC Telebriefing: Measles in the United States, 2015
CDC will provide information on current U.S. measles outbreak and guidance for health protection
Anne Schuchat, M.D. (RADM, USPHS) Assistant Surgeon General, United States Public Health Service; Director, CDC’s National Center for Immunization and Respiratory Diseases
Thursday, January 29, 2015 – 3:30 PM (ET)
84 cases of measles reported on the call for 2015.
3.Measles Cases:
Subject: Measles Cases for 2012 and 2013
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 2015 19:49:40 +0000
From: Rowland, Helen (Amy) (CDC/OD/OADC) <isc4@cdc.gov>
To: GTaylor@HealthChoice.org <GTaylor@HealthChoice.org>
Hi Ginger,
Please join CDC’s telebriefing, Measles in the United States, 2015, today at 3:30 PM ET for the most update to-date information. As for measles case counts for past years, please see chart below.
Year
Measles cases
2006
55
2007
43
2008
140
2009
71
2010
65
2011
220
2012
55
2013
187
2014
644
4. Vaccine Deaths:
Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System
http://wonder.cdc.gov/vaers.html
Search for deaths from all measles containing vaccines 2006 to 2014
Search by “year of vaccination” “died: yes” and all measles containing vaccines (MMR, MMRV, MR etc)
Year of Vaccination
Count
2006
12
2007
11
2008
13
2009
11
2010
8
2011
10
2012
10
2013
8
2014
3